Saturday, June 20, 2009

WAKING UP SCREAMING THIS MORNING....


THE ONLY THINGS CROSSING MY MIND ARE GETTING MY HAIR DONE AND MY NAILS DONE....IS THAT TO VAIN AND SHALLOW OR WHAT...I CANT REALLY SAY AND MAYBE THAT MY FAULT...OR MAYBE I AM BEATING MYSELF UP FOR NO REASON. DOES IT EVEN MATTER, OR SHOULD I BE NATURAL... i MEAN SHOULD IT MATTER OR AM I OVER REACTING...WHAT DOES GOD REALLY LOOK AT IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG WITH ME GETTING MY HAIR DONE AND MY NAILS DONE? IS IT LIKE TELLING GOD THAT WHAT HE GAVE ME WASNT GOOD ENOUGH OR NOT...SOMEBODY TALK TO ME GOD TELL ME SOMETHING. I WAKE UP EVERYDAY WITH A BAD HAIR DAY...OR IS IT JUST A MIND THING....I HAVENT WENT NATURAL IN OVER TEN YEARS. I HAVE BEEN GOING TO GET MY NAILS AND TOES DONE ALMOST EVERY TWO WEEKS FAITHFULLY SINCE I WAS ABOUT 13 YEARS OLD...ITS ALMOST LIKE A WAY OF LIFE....SO DO I TURN AROUND OR KEEP TRUCKING THROUGH THIS HORRIBLE PATH

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